Why does nobody say heelo anymore? Surely it can't be that hard to open your mouth and greet somebody you know because you want to? Is it really as bad as it seems to say a simple good morning and be on your way? Does nobody believe it?
Somedays I go to school and say good morning to my friends and all they do is smile. Or maybe just ignore me and continue with their conversation. It hurts, and the hardest thing is that I feel nobody can relate to me with this. Everyone feels it's polite to say a greeting except for my friends, and that's amazingly annoying.
back when I was in grade four I was a loner, no doubt. I had a bob, glasses and missing front teeth. I had no friends, but didn't have the experience to know any better. i was so alone, I pretended to be sick so I could get away or explain the reason I was sobbing. I sat by myself at lunch and watched the people eating in groups. One birthday I got a card with a picture of two girls sitting on a bed, one of them brushing the others hair, it was then I realised that my life wasn't like that and I cried myself to sleep with hopeful wishes of friends. I thought I had that now, but I'm not so sure anymore. Are the friends really friends if they can't even say hello in the morning? Dumb question I know, but I don't have much experience. I'm looking for a helping hand, or at least a shoulder to lay on...
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